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[28 Oct 2005|01:03am] |
So.
I leave tomorrow at 1600 (4PM) for FTX training.
I won't be back until 1600 Sunday.
This better be fun.
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| Underoath is sweet. |
[07 Oct 2005|02:04pm] |
You ever have a really great dream and then wake up and realize that it was just a dream, then you get really lonely?
Yeah? Me too.
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[04 Sep 2005|11:45pm] |
Pretty sure that i'm in the Army ROTC now.
Yeah. Rep that.
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| Starbucks has a strangle-hold on my heart. |
[12 Aug 2005|12:04am] |
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I go out for Starbucks everynight. I really can't afford it, but I do it anyway. Not because the coffee is good. I think it's because... I try to relax and thing about things on the way there/back? Maybe. I don't know. I'm confused about everything now-a-days. Maybe not confused... maybe just not happy? Yeah, probably that. Not happy. But like, why am I not happy? Teen agnst? Maybe, at least people will say that. Lonely? Yeah, I admit, i'm lonely. I'll deal with that though. Scared? You betcha. Scared of what? I don't exactly know. School probably. Not the school itself, but me knowing that my future basically depends on these next 4 years or so. Scared that I won't be able to do the work to get my degree. Scared that I don't want to be a nuclear engineer. Scared that I will be one, having this nice car and big house, and have no one to share it with. Scared that I won't make it. Scared that i'll self-destruct before that can happen. Scared that I won't sleep again. Seriously, I'm so fucking tired. Yet I can't sleep. And with no reason why. Parents say its because I get Starbucks at 11:30, but caffiene wears off. I don't know. Maybe i'm just complaing. Doubt it though. While I am complaining, it's all true. I should probably hang out with my friends more. But thats a problem too. Dane and I have conflicting schedules, Roberto is leaving soon, and is putting godawful hours in at work so he can buy beer in Minn. i'm guessing. Getting a hold of Mike is like trying to get through to the President. I'll keep trying though. I don't even want to think about the 21st when Roberto and Dane leave. That is going to suck. I don't care how much Roberto says that it's pussy or whatever, i'll miss them. Then I think about the band. Yeah, i'm in a band, even though you never heard any of our shit. That was like, a release for me. Now what? My feelings were in those notes. My happiness, hurt, anger, and sadness. Now what? No one wants to hear just guitar. Especially mediocre guitar at that. I don't know. At least my puppy makes me happy. She'll just peek her head in my door at random hours of the night. Think she is just checking on me. Makes me smile though. Good thing about dogs is that no matter what happens, they'll always love you. You could beat the shit out of it, and 30 seconds later it'll be wagging it's tail because it thinks that you're talking to it. This song also makes me happy. It also makes me sad. You could call it bitter-sweet. At the end, you're like, smiling, while tears go down your face. Weird I know, but it's true. ( 23 Lyrics ) It's just a beautiful song. I don't know. This was good though. Nice talk, screen. I'll speak with you later.
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[23 Jul 2005|04:59am] |
Cause you cocked your head, to shooting me down and I don't give a shit about you or this town no more.
Or at least for a week. Peace out.
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| This just isn't a good day. |
[08 Jul 2005|06:02pm] |
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Effing. I broke my iPod today. Which makes me cry, because I was going to spend my paycheck on good stuff, but nooooooo. Now I have to save up for a new one. I should probably just get the 20GB one, save myself the hassle. Whatever though. At least The Birthday Massacre is playing on my computer. That makes me smile. My knee/calf hurts from work, but that's what I get for moving furniture around that was made in China. Fuckin' reds.
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| WTF MATE. |
[07 Jul 2005|10:16pm] |
Second update in two days?? wtf.
This is more for me though.
WORK:
Sunday: 11-6
Monday: 12-9
Tuesday: off
WEDNESDAY: 7PM TO FUCKING 4AM
Thursday: off
Friday: 12-9
Saturday: off
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| Goddamn Better Believe It. |
[06 Jul 2005|12:10pm] |
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So, let me tell you all, this whole apple computer mac OS is pretty fricking sweet. I stayed up until like, 4 in the morning trying to figure out how to use it. I'm getting there I think. So whats new... I spazed a bit yesterday and went out and bought a new amplifier. It's still a Crate, but their new vintage-looking ones. It's smaller than my other amp, but whatever, I like it a lot more. I think i'm going to sell my other one to Dane-o since he needs/wants it. Work sucks. Especially since i'm going to have to pull an all nighter there next week. Gross. But it's money. Toronto was sweet. I got a pair of pants for 19.98 CANADIAN. Oh hell yeah baby. I'm sweet like that. We rode two skateparks as well, and i'm not going to lie.... they were both pretty damn sweet. Alright, thats about it. Peace out.
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[16 May 2005|09:31pm] |
Your Political Profile
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Overall: 70% Conservative, 30% Liberal
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Social Issues: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
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Personal Responsibility: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
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Fiscal Issues: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal
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Ethics: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
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Defense and Crime: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
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[15 May 2005|11:09pm] |
Prom was like, last night. I don't have any pictures, because taking pictures and I don't get along. It was good though. The food sucked, but the music was BUMPIN. I freaked so much it was amazing. The best part was probably afterwards when we got free Reno's pizza due to the fact that I didn't have shoes on. It was also good stuff driving through the ghetto getting there, and seeing the aftermath of a cherry/strawberry? slurpee plus pepper.
Good times.
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| You folks don't know where you folk's is at! |
[11 Apr 2005|11:14pm] |
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So I got to say that this MEAP thing is awesome. 10AM start what. So Em and I are doing this whole "walking the dogs every day" thing. It's pretty good. It would be a lot better if my dogs weren't crazy. But hey, you get what you get. It's also pretty gay that I work Wed, Thurs, Fri, AND Sat. this week. Oh well.
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[21 Mar 2005|10:02pm] |
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I love how people have an issue with me, so instead of talking to me about it, they talk to someone else. How is that supposed to solve anything?
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[13 Mar 2005|06:26pm] |
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Okay. So i'm apologizing right now for what i've said about Fall Out Boy, because they're sweet. Mos def. The concert was sweet, I really enjoyed everyone that played besides Midtown.
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| The cash was worth the fucking change. |
[27 Feb 2005|01:41am] |
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SO, this hair of mine is pissing me off. I'm at work and it just gets in my face the whole time. Work is pissing me off too. I need a new job, so if you know of any sweet job openings, tell me. Or i'll cry. Wu-tang.
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[20 Feb 2005|11:16pm] |
I really wish I was secure with what I have to offer the world.
But i'm not.
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[20 Feb 2005|10:34pm] |
*snow day dance*
Oh yeah, let's hope for one of those.
I'll even settle for a "freezing rain day"
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